James Prather
On Our Way to the Wake
Granny's Apartment
She called our daughter
to come back home,
arranging flights
and rides at a murmur.
I leaned on the window,
letting thoughts roam
past their light dialectics
to learn a firmer
sorrow from autumn
and its solid ground,
rent by our road
which ran without bend.
Mourning at noon
in a naked sound,
Shucked stalks swayed
in swelling wind.
Memories would remain
murky and half-lit,
like river sediment,
if I sought a reason.
Those grieving fields
must beget and forget
their seedling dead
in a single season.
With the sacrosanct
sense of a game,
We drove and never
spoke his name.
Within my mind’s beloved history
of her, it checkers memories from that time:
the lobby’s spinning doors shutting slowly
and her within, the elevator’s chime,
or Easter ribbons on each hallway door.
She made her peace, amid clean, tempered glass,
with awkward jokes about her corpse’s snore.
For me, she lives with Pops off Meadowgrass
humming through the same neighborhood affairs,
chatting about her friends in their last years.
Her house has kids in couches and armchairs.
Its plaid-wrought permanence dispels the fears
we knew then: that the sun would sink too fast,
that those distracted days wouldn’t last.
James Prather lives with his wife and two children in Houston, Texas, where he teaches literature at the Houston Institute. His writing has appeared most recently in Literary Matters and Ekstasis.